grrAa! so many things to do and buy.just for that 7 days. *sigh* but there's so lil time. how to polish a whole new boots to shine with just 8 days? lol. 4 years the boots stills shine like shit.

[[stressed up]]

hais.went a long way to HTA home team academy with yiying to collect Ci uni...nomore PA...was late by 10 mins...and we got scoldings from the CI's...went up to pass up the forms..felt so stressed up alr.it has been so long since someone scolded us.haha.collected the uniforms.so nice!love it.

hais...there'll be a residential course..which is 7 DAYS IN HTM.yea.stay and camp in HTm for 7whole days!!!!! one week!!!shit...it's 7 days of torture!!!surely get tekan and tekan and tekan.i jus shudder at the thoght of this.
so many things to do.gotta buy track pants and shirts tt will last for 7 whole days..10apr--16apr...sianx...it's practically from monday to sunday...arghx!=( besides this still got 4days3nights camp at pulau ubin during june...hais hais hais...im feeling so depress now.


i dunno how am i gg to survive these 7 days...i mus do my best.i mus endure all tortures.jus hope evrything goes well....hais

till then...BRAVE ALL ODDS!

OMG!!! yiying and me got into CI course!!! gosh. im so happy.so so so happy! thought we'll not get in due to late submission.

=)))so happy=)))

phew..im soSo so tired and exhausted.im tan again!it's gonna be a long entry...=))
my face felt as if i jus came out from a oven.it's so red and black.*hot*hot*

believe it ornot i woke up at 6.20 today.it's a achivement.wahahahs.went to sch.it was the FINALS OF CAMPCRAFT COMP TODAY!!! met up with dear and laopo.surpprisingly our snrs came too!!!vanessa..sua gu kia..sok cheng..gwen..phili..boon.wha!so many of them came.
went to police academy.the old one.*will miss it...P.A is shifting soon.sobs.guys team was first.so we waited like so damn long la!under the hot and scorching sun.thx veron.she brought two 1.5litres of 100 plus.she really "saved" our lives!!!the weather was so damn bloody HOT!!!grr...finally aft the long wait.it was the girls team=))we cheered like there was no tmr.we were all screaming our lungs out...hahahas.especially sua gu kia.it was sort of a "stress releasing session...."hahahaha.the other schs will probably think we're crazy or something.the jnrs were all so DEAD! seems like only NCOs and snr NCOs were cheering.....*shrugs


finally aft a looooonnnnngggg wait...the results...emss it was ok.team A got in 5th place and team B got in 9th place out of all the 10 teams.gals...u really did yr best.im proud of u all.to emerge top 10 among 132 schs is alr VERY gd!!!but it was funny...the prelimary rounds result was the same as the finals.HAHAHAHAHAH.think it's so xie men or something.

went to jack place to have our lunch cum gatering.waited so long.cas we had 9 ppl.hahaha.im so happy today!created quite alot of Centre Of Attraction there...the manager was very gd.long story...ohhs..there's a cute waiter over there.ahha agreed by yvonnne.yeah.hehes.this lunch session really brought back all of us tgt again.i felt really happy and proud to haf all of them as my sqdmates=))we talked abt the past.we laughed tgt...i really love them alot alot...


went to awards ceremony aft tt.went up to stage and blah blah.thats not the whole point.haha.gosh.this seems like a reunion day for me.majority of our cohort came back.mostly were in JCs...seeing them in their JC uni..looking back our past...hugged one another and all.evryone was so elated to see evryone.


then comes the performance...yeah.showed some history of SJC.then performance by NPCC and St john.hahaah.it was so hilarious in the beginning.it was a combined fancy drill with rifle.it was so damn nice.me and sandy were like cheering and screaming like mad!

then had performance from fencing..indian dance..choir..band(woah i think they rawk!!)em...and angklung...and it was like OMG! they played my fav song "if we hold on tgt"!!!and the grand finale.(as usaual) they sang the hold on to our dreams with GG doing hand sign.
todays performance was awesome!!!3 cheers to them!felt really happy to be in the part of SJC...=))

woah...tiring day.have been helping out with the household chores.went SGH today with mom and bro.
yea cant wait for saturaday to come.3 big events.campcraft comp.my reunion with squad and awards ceromony.im gonna wear back my sch u.cas the dress code is DRESS OR SKIRT AND BLOUSE.NO JEANS!wth...wads the point of making it so formal...cant even wear jeans.mus wear skirt?chey i den dun wan.
cutt my hair 2 days ago.woah i like it.feels so light now.whehee...will be washing clothes when im bored =))

yst night was horrible...was soSOso depress...shant talk abt it

went medical check up at bugis raffles hospotal today.haha.it was fun.it was not so-into-detail
even yvonne agrees to it.ahaha.took x-ray.the gowm simply looks like we're gg to spa session.haha.it was so open.there were like no
guys one side and gals one side kinda thing.so me and von had to wear tt stupid gown and sit outside to wait.weird sia.even the toilets are unisex...

went LJS aftt.then shopping!
walked almost the whole bugis street.bought a skirt and two tops.went terra cafe to look for tiang.and omg rachael's in CJ...tt's kinda weird.
but i like CJ...hais.but cant get in...hais...

tmr's *** **** bdae...he mus be so happy cas there's a she with him...=)

sobs...jus came home from airport...my eyes are red.
my maid has gone back home...hais..sad...
10yrs...ever since i was pri one all the way till now...
sad...jus cant control my tears...hate this kindA parting session.cant stand it...

yawnss...sleepy...
went back sjc npcc with sandy today.she thought i wld be late..so i rushed like mad
in the end she was the one who was late---by 10 mins!
helped out abit with the flagstaff...but did nothing much in fact.were jus observating them
went cp for lunch aft tt.felt tt kind of sqdmate bond...ee..so nice...will be gg to eat vegetarian dinner tonite.=)
HAPPY PTE DAY!

ayes...this blog song: if we hold on tgt...i think it's SO SO SO duper nice.it brings back lot memories...sang it so many times durring campfire...

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by, for you and I...

lunch with cheryl today at jack's place.there were no ppl at all when we stepped in.it was so quiet.felt like some high class restaurant.it was so cosy.
then went abit of window shop.crapss loads in the libray.haha with the topic on breast cancer and insomnia.borrowed a book on sleeping.hhaaha.
went kovan aft tt to buy my fbt....to my horror! they dun sell it anymore.was kinda depressing. haha but cheryl said depression will affect yr sleep.so i decided not to be depress...lol

bought 16 small friendship cards for my sqdmates=)intending to write some things on dem for dem.haha
yea..in 50 min time.it'll be PTE day =)

first day of sch holi...but to me...evryday's holiday.wahahas.


bored to tears...bored to death...
argh...yiying's so busy nowadays...
hais
bored

arh....so bored so bored....bored to death...

21 months up.yea gonna upgrade my phone

urgh.i wan tt motorola v3i
it's so perfect flat

IM BORED TO DEATH!!!

sch starts in like...i month plus!
ohh...guess i jus haf to find my lao po...
SPCA's not a bad idea...lol.

at least i'll get to be with pets...(when i've alr got one at home)
she's a prettie...











bored to tears..bored to death..

im having serious insomnia again.i slp when the sun rises...
playing miss calling games with wee meng again...lol

yes_miss call once
no_miss call twice...

lol

heee

future nutritionist/dietician, i m here to blog! haha... actually food science is not as bad as i said and what we thought of it ah, u can work in the hospital and who knows hor, u will marry a doctor sia! in case u people think that how come carmen wong is so mad as to post such things about herself, this is joyce who is blogging and hacking her account...haha, and yah! i havent scold u yet, why u steal my pictures ah! no big no small.. i m da-jie u know! u younger than me, should respect me mah.. still have the cheek to tell me u kapo the pictures!! hmph! i dont want to upload anymore pics le.. later u kapo somemore! erhhhhh... haha, just joking lah, i will still upload pictures BUT CONFIRM WITHOUT U IN IT!! hmph! haha.. bleahx

it's a miracle..i woke up at 11am today.yea.thx to dan...

called me to let her come my hse study.hehs.

she din really study lah..hahaz.

aft tt went hougang mall..shopped a lil while went food court.she study while i ate chicken rice..hehess.
met boon,zhen and phillicia outside kfc.went to cp aftwards…
and weird..we went back to kfc.but it was cp ones…

haha really really very fun.we talked abt almond…sch stuffs..and suddenly!

The song stupid mistake was played..
Argh.and dan suddenly blurt out tt I liked ** before!!
Omg…argh…but nvm! I regretted tt.

Ohh.ch 8 is showing some show tt has food science now!!arhh!it looks so fun.hmm…I mus study hard…

真爱...

ohh...im practically slacking at home.sleep..watch tv..eat..yeah.
im addicted to class 95 fm...spent all my sleepless nights listening to it.waiting and waiting for nice songs to be played..i love class 95...
kaes..im so looking forward to open sch..will be gg to a all new environment.meeting new ppl and making new friends...but im more excited to find out more abt my course.FOOD SCIENCE...yeah.i've promise myself...i'll do my best and study hard for this course.then in 3 yrs time...i'll be able to go university.i must excel in this course and obtain a diploma.yes! kampatei!!! i must work very very hard.endure for 3 yrs...=))
lols...but aftall action speaks louder than words huh...

till then
slacker's talking

yeah!!!jus received msg from yue ying!BOTH TEAMS GOT INTO FINALS!!!!oh yeah!!!=)) so happy for them!alritess!!


hmms...im very confuse now...shld i or shld i not appeal...3 days ago i've made up my mind to appeal..then the next day i've made up my mind not to appeal.then next day i wanted to appeal.and now...i dunno whether to appeal or not...i don mind doing food science..but the career..is..."hard" i shld say.


feel like appealling to nanyang business management...arghx...so confuse..so fan...
wad shld i do...??? it's my future im dealing with now...i don wanna regret somewhere when im old...xx argh xx

shucks! i've gotten into FOOD SCIENCE @ TP !!!

THERE GOES MY BIOMED WITH YY! anw..she'll be gg nanyang..hais...so many ppl gg nanyang.so many ppl gg tp...hais...i feel like crying now knowing tt i'll be seperated from yiying and gg to tp food science all alone....*sobs sobs....and i have ppl ( like joyce?!) telling me tt i'll be working in fast food in my future?!!!??! arghx...im sad sad sad sad sad sad....devastated!

guess i'll jus have to give in to fate...

went suntec today.the career and education fair...it was..ok la.abit boring.there were so many universities both local and overseas.went to foodcourt to have some snacks first.apparently MISS LIOW YIYING took so long to come suntec to meet us.took like 30 mins to bathe? super long queen.

worst still she din know how to walk to carrefour..in the end walked all the way back to the convention centre to find her...ohhss.saw peilian too.went pastamania to eat.it was total madness..spend 3/4 of our eating time laughing =))

thx to our dear yiying.had some pizza left..so we played a game to see who eat the pizza.it was pathetiq..most of the pizza came to me...and it was all distorted..the fillings and the dough was "divorced".just bcas yiying has braces she forced me eat her pizza crust...lols...feel like les feeding each other...LOLS.

went toy r'us...all of us bought a rose..it was a pretty rose...our friendship token?!hhaha.anw this rose will be a memo of our friendship...no matter how distanced we r from one another...we'll still be the best of the besterest of friends

gosh!2 more days to the posting results....ohm...god bless...amithaba...pray pray pray..i'll get in biomed @ SP...arghx..when will this o level thingy end?!

waiting for o's results..waiting for posting...

somehow i agree with wad jocelyn said...we are too young to decide wad course now cas it's gonna be our future.

c'mon!it's like deciding yr future at the age of 16?! honestly i had a hard time choosing the courses..it was a very clear cut thing that i'll either choose science or business...i've no interest in engineering or media thingy..

and they gave like only 6 days for us to choose?!for those who had wad they want in mind since they started schling.gd for them...but for ppl like me?

ok that was a history.cld only pray hard tt i'll get into biomed now...ohm...OHM...

somehow i miss working..lol.actually i miss the single scoop...soup and gossiping with my colleages....hehehx.yst...smsed with wee ming alot alot..cant understand he's sms language...lols.sony ericsson phones are nice.so many ways of typing msges!wahahahs.hahas.almost died of laughter.

off to pray.....